Somehow, i dun feel like my family, is family. got what i mean?
Like a home which does not belong to me
a freaking liar mum which is totally selfish?
and twist what she say before =)
what a great mum =)

A brother? which don't care about the family? Cool right?

Just went out to have a family dinner
it make me feel that, i'm a stranger?
the whole dinner, i nv even talk at all
which actually to me is consider peaceful =)

Seriously man, i going to look for a job
and not spend my mum's money, except my daily allowances
a laptop? she find so many reason to reject it
e.g , LATER LOST , SO EX , USE SO GOOD FOR WHAT =)
cool reason right?
seriously man, I got such a "great" mum =)
like what i used to say
orphan is so much better, at least there will people who care for u =)
how fortunate...

oyah, didn't they say the last child is always the best?
nah, i think other way

for now, i just feel so empty
no more sadness or anger
i don't care anymore, as for i know i can live on my own
with friends is enough i guess
if not, alone =D
( heh i still got my darling =D)
not too bad uh?

hoho, Very long nv update my blog le.
i just came by here to type something =D

Now i'm working at chinatown, selling mushroom-.-
and they are really cheap man. Not the mushroom, is our pay-.-
3$ per hour, plus one packet of mushroom we sell, we earn 1$-.-
sian sia-.- sunday i dun feel like working le=D heh
ok i lazy type le=)

Hoho now the time is 1.44am =D 16min left..

Is Sales really so fated to me? hahaz
I found another sales job, but this time got hourly pay=D
Friday then go down interview, cause later in the afternoon got CCA carnival.
plus thursday going to TP open hse =)
So yup, friday then free... hahaz
I wonder this year de Sec1 batch how sia, wonder izit more GL !
Plus "misses" canteen food sia, so must go have lunch at there... hehez

Just now went out to blade. actually don't feel like de, but xueli and ben ask =x
so i go lor, realise got, Shinee clarabelle pearlyn....
after that Zul , fifi , jared hanyi joined us awhile, they went play lan .... heh
Slack awhile at there till 10plus then went home =D with jared
brought drink on the way home..........

ok =) i shall end here.. heh

Hoho is the 2nd day of the new year man!

2009 was a very busy year
-O level, SYF, plus alot more =D
it was a year that i put alot of hardship in, and builds more relationship!!!
many great buddy friendship are stable now =)
Zul, Fifi , Jacob , Xueli, WJ.... These are my 5yrs friend man!
five freaking years =DDDDD Haah!!! cheers
Steven , lilian , ben , Bryant , zuhao, Shawn! are rank number 2 =DD
sound so gay? =X haha!!
Many more lar =DD like eg. ZK!!! hhaz

This year consider my "lucky" year =)
dont ask me why, i just feel it this way... hahaz
Although there are some stuff which is down case for me lar
but there are many more ups !!

On the last day of the year, i spent it with Joey xueli roy Steven louis.
at the chalet overnight =D
Although after i came back, i fell sick +(
plus now still having abit slight fever.. hahaz but it was worth it isn't it?